Holding Hands

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A piece on acknowledging the different types of relationships between people.

 

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A Different Path

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Sometimes the situations that we are born into, or the things that happen to us on life’s journey, lead us to follow different paths to what is considered “normal” in our culture or society. This is certainly true for me.

In the picture, the yellow path is the “normal” path, where lots of people travel.

The colourful vertical path is the “different” path. I wanted to make it more colourful and varied to indicate difference. Some of the elements have meaning: At the top is a cloud with a silver lining containing the words “Making the best of things”; the card symbols are the cards we are dealt in life; the black and white stripes a reminder that things are not always black and white; and at the bottom, the black sheep – how we can feel or appear for doing things differently. I put more than one person on the “different” path because I am not alone in feeling I am on a different path; in fact many people are  on a path that feels different in some aspect of their life.

In the background are planes where the different path might occur: relationships, culture, religion, physical attributes, mental attributes, career, family, reproduction, residence, geographical location.

 

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Letting Go of a Sperm Donor

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I started another round of IVF last week and was forced to choose a new sperm donor. I have encountered an emotional blockage during this process which has made it difficult for me to accept a new donor. I did really like my previous donor and am not sure if the emotional blockage has been about losing him, or the previous IVF losses in general. I decided to create this picture of letting go of my last donor in the hope that it will help me to move forward.

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Express It Loud

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During my childhood I was discouraged from expressing myself and this was quite damaging for me. Over the past year I have started to become more able and wanting to express myself. I have felt sadness at having been shut down as a child, and determined as an adult to be myself more. I created this picture as an antidote to the childhood programming and to reinforce the message of expressing things.

It was important to incorporate noise into this piece. The pink hanging thing is a proper working rattle. In the middle is bells from cat toys; And the push button on the right makes a very loud squealing monkey noise 🙂

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Do Something AMAZING

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One of my mental health workers has several times suggested that I do something amazing. With my head giving me grief, I decided to distract it by creating this amazing picture. The dots and stars are all sparkly and the worker liked the picture 🙂

 

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IVF 5

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In November I went through my fifth IVF, the second attempt using donor eggs. Like the first attempt with donor eggs, it resulted in no viable embryos. For several weeks  afterwards I felt unable to do anything creative (due partly to another difficult situation which cropped up at the same time). This week I had the opportunity to start another donor egg cycle however I realised that I wasn’t ready to go through it all again. And so I decided to create this picture to make contact with the difficult feelings from the previous attempt and hopefully ready myself to try again.

In the centre is the one embryo which did grow for a few days. As it was a case of deja vu, I chose to depict the embryo the same shape and size as the picture I created following my previous attempt (see My Red Haired Embryo). The embryo reached seven cells, hence the seven hexagons inside the embryo, and was very fragmented. The donor had hazel eyes and blonde hair, represented by the hazel like ring and yellow bits. I was very stressed and wanted to depict this with the swirling blue and purple.

It’s fingers crossed for a better outcome next time.

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Gifts For Me

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As a younger child, one of the biggest parts of Christmas is receiving and opening presents. As we grow older, we learn that Christmas is really about love, hope and giving. But the child part that likes to receive does remain inside. And when as an adult you are likely to receive few or no Christmas presents, it is painful for that child part. To support my child part, I have chosen her some presents from toy and gift catalogues. I am showing her that she is cared for and loved.

 

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